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ohh guys... you rock, you know?
well yeah i feel less odd than i used to at the beginning.
the only thing i still cant make any peace with is humiliation.
that and degradation still turn me off like nothing else.
and when i see practically everyone else around the bdsm world taking full advantage of both... well... everyone knows how to turn them into very handy tools of pleasure. full throttle. not a flinch.
it just wont work for me. im still addicted to the feeling of getting witnessed while engaging in a heroic or noble act.
he problem is, theyre rare enough in life... and quick to fly by even when they happen. not at all like a stretch of bdsm session which you can drag on as long as you like.
i mean, how long can you keep punching (or scratching, or cutting, etc...) someone before it starts to look pretentious?
and what if you need a certain sense of genuine-ness?
not impossible if you can bring up a good scenario... but hard enough to maintain for long enough.
oh well... i think i should stop whining at this point and get back to my matter-of-factly attitude
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