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... or are there others like me?
i'm seriously asking, bcs i never came accross any. and i'm 36.
in my whole life i heard only one person claiming to have met many of my kind. i do hope he is right.
let me describe my stuff with examples:
1- being pinned on the wall or ground forcefully and managing to endure it 2- being punched (or kneed, elbowed, etc) in the torso and managing to endure that too 3- getting long red raw scratch marks and looking into the eyes of my tormentor while he/she enjoys and admires my struggle to endure them 4- replace scratch marks with blade cuts above 5- making it a point of heroics not to resist an attacker in general. in a rephrase, "showing strength through my ability NOT to resist"... 6- surprise attacks that make my head shoot backwards in pain, making me stiffen rigid or fold onto myself unable to even breathe until the pain subsides.
they give me a seeping tingling sensation in my very core, a sensation that rocks me more intensely than even the highest climax i've ever had in my whole life in this world.
a couple of side notes: i absolutely abhor humiliation. it's my biggest turn-off. i tend to get feisty or even punch back if my understanding of humiliation happens despite prior warning. (my aversion of it does not extend to cases of mutual consent that i come accross. everybody to their own; i prefer to live and let live.)
another side note: i seem to be wired with sensitive nerves more above the waist than below it. my plays seem to focus above the waist mostly... and i can even climax from a few well-landed punches under my ribs, especially if i can feel that my partner derives his own pleasure, and that he/she admires my endurance and apparent bravery. (yeah, heroics is crucial for me.)
*shudderrr* wow...
has anybody ever met anyone else who's into this kinda thing?
if yes, ill be flapping wings with joy... bcs i've felt so alone in this until now.
i'm seriously asking, bcs i never came accross any. and i'm 36.
in my whole life i heard only one person claiming to have met many of my kind. i do hope he is right.
let me describe my stuff with examples:
1- being pinned on the wall or ground forcefully and managing to endure it 2- being punched (or kneed, elbowed, etc) in the torso and managing to endure that too 3- getting long red raw scratch marks and looking into the eyes of my tormentor while he/she enjoys and admires my struggle to endure them 4- replace scratch marks with blade cuts above 5- making it a point of heroics not to resist an attacker in general. in a rephrase, "showing strength through my ability NOT to resist"... 6- surprise attacks that make my head shoot backwards in pain, making me stiffen rigid or fold onto myself unable to even breathe until the pain subsides.
they give me a seeping tingling sensation in my very core, a sensation that rocks me more intensely than even the highest climax i've ever had in my whole life in this world.
a couple of side notes: i absolutely abhor humiliation. it's my biggest turn-off. i tend to get feisty or even punch back if my understanding of humiliation happens despite prior warning. (my aversion of it does not extend to cases of mutual consent that i come accross. everybody to their own; i prefer to live and let live.)
another side note: i seem to be wired with sensitive nerves more above the waist than below it. my plays seem to focus above the waist mostly... and i can even climax from a few well-landed punches under my ribs, especially if i can feel that my partner derives his own pleasure, and that he/she admires my endurance and apparent bravery. (yeah, heroics is crucial for me.)
*shudderrr* wow...
has anybody ever met anyone else who's into this kinda thing?
if yes, ill be flapping wings with joy... bcs i've felt so alone in this until now.
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