ritualeclipse
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I'm not bothered about not satisfying her. We're both fully in tune with each others bodies and we both please each other 100%. We know what makes us both tick very well and we're both awesome in the sack (not meaning to sound like I'm bragging).
It feels like we're one of those couples that have the best sex ever, better than anyone could imagine (though I'm not so naive to think that no one else feels like that too).
Cocaine is over rated, it just wakes us up a bit and makes us more alert. We have it on weekends, not every weekend though and it's not like we live in Columbia so it's not the strongest.
Like I say, the problem isn't being insecure about not being able to please. As I've said before even with out drugs we have awesome sex. The problem is me having the guts to do certain things. For example, when we're high I can just walk over to her and hold her down on the couch and lift her legs high above her while i begin to lick her ass. Sober, I wouldn't normally have the guts to be so forward, she she would be a little insecure about her most intimate parts being licked.
Like say during the week I'd go to instigate a good session, she'd be like "It's not the weekend you know". I don't know if it's me being a shit dom or her being a shit sub lol.
I think I just need to force her, sober, and if she needs to she can use the safe word. She knows I would never hurt her in a negative way and she knows I would always honour the safe word. She is so confident about me not going too far that she says we don't need anything to signify she's had enough when she's gagged and can't talk because she knows I'd be able to feel from her that it's enough. And that's true. We feel everything from each other.
We're a strange couple really, we were born at exactly the same time, on the same day, we suffer similar ailments, if she's having a problem with a wisdom tooth I will too. There are many strange things like that about us. Hell, it's even possible she's my half sister haha. Her dad was doing my mum around the time I was born/conceived. Fucked up I know. But that's another story.
But yeah, my problem, our problem. Having the guts and letting go...
Is it about me being a good dom, and making her do what I want and just relying on her to say the safe word? I know she likes to be forced, it turns her on, and she has a bit of a rape fantasy thing. We just gotta get over this barrier we seem to have.
It feels like we're one of those couples that have the best sex ever, better than anyone could imagine (though I'm not so naive to think that no one else feels like that too).
Cocaine is over rated, it just wakes us up a bit and makes us more alert. We have it on weekends, not every weekend though and it's not like we live in Columbia so it's not the strongest.
Like I say, the problem isn't being insecure about not being able to please. As I've said before even with out drugs we have awesome sex. The problem is me having the guts to do certain things. For example, when we're high I can just walk over to her and hold her down on the couch and lift her legs high above her while i begin to lick her ass. Sober, I wouldn't normally have the guts to be so forward, she she would be a little insecure about her most intimate parts being licked.
Like say during the week I'd go to instigate a good session, she'd be like "It's not the weekend you know". I don't know if it's me being a shit dom or her being a shit sub lol.
I think I just need to force her, sober, and if she needs to she can use the safe word. She knows I would never hurt her in a negative way and she knows I would always honour the safe word. She is so confident about me not going too far that she says we don't need anything to signify she's had enough when she's gagged and can't talk because she knows I'd be able to feel from her that it's enough. And that's true. We feel everything from each other.
We're a strange couple really, we were born at exactly the same time, on the same day, we suffer similar ailments, if she's having a problem with a wisdom tooth I will too. There are many strange things like that about us. Hell, it's even possible she's my half sister haha. Her dad was doing my mum around the time I was born/conceived. Fucked up I know. But that's another story.
But yeah, my problem, our problem. Having the guts and letting go...
Is it about me being a good dom, and making her do what I want and just relying on her to say the safe word? I know she likes to be forced, it turns her on, and she has a bit of a rape fantasy thing. We just gotta get over this barrier we seem to have.
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