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hi i'm new here as of today.
i'm confused coz for the past year i've been a pretty hardcore relationship with my partner and there's been a lot of domination and violence but i started off thinking it was wrong.
i tried leaving him and found myself 'missing' his rough touch and so we are back together and it's clear to us now that i want to stay with him.
so, he's the kinda violent type but is very very sweet and romantic too (he mixes it up) and the violence only goes so far and is usually only when he's angry anyway.
So he's been saying so many things the last couple of years we've been together like to call him 'my king/master', he is into smelling everything inculding regularly smelling me in my crotch and my bum, he has given me punishments involving cold showers (with and without clothes on), locked me in small cupboards (spraying air freshner in there too when i didn't play nice), hit me with a wooden spoon, slipper other stuff, makes me sleep/walk around the house naked, etc etc etc i could go on all day....
So now, i'm into pain and crave for him to be nasty with me so sometimes i deliberatly provoke him so he can discipline me.
Sometimes he does and other times he won't take the bait and deliberatly doesn't give it to me...
Anyways, so i've told him i think i'm a masochist and like me a sub to him and i've been diagnosed with that too! I told him i like the idea of him tying me up to have sex but he kinda looked a bit awkward and then when we did he didn't really do it properly and i was too embarrased to tell him.
I just sent him naughty text today, the first telling him i was wearing a g string (i don't normally) and will every monday from now on, and then i sent him a picture of me in the g string....he replied to my first text without referring to the hint about the g string, and he didn't reply to my second text.
Now i feel like a real slut or something....maybe i am....but i only feel like really naughty with him...i'm crazy to just to naughty things sometimes.
Oh by the way, we have had sex in every postion possible pretty much (he's into that), and he's tied me up and led me around the house like a dog and tied me to the table and the bed and watched me try to untie myself. So he does like the tying up thing but looks like maybe not in the sexual way. He's always taking about giving me punishments and torture ones preferably when i don't don't do what he wants. He said he loves it when i wear g strings. He has teased me with orgasms (not letting me have them sometimes), he has torn lothes off me (when he's been angry) we have had sex in the car in public (inc oral) and we have already role played once but he was a bit awkward about it.
He said he doesn't mind us doing a bit of bdsm but we should build up slowly. I got the imprssion he was trying to brush me off. But maybe we are already doing it and i have no idea.
Help!!
i'm confused coz for the past year i've been a pretty hardcore relationship with my partner and there's been a lot of domination and violence but i started off thinking it was wrong.
i tried leaving him and found myself 'missing' his rough touch and so we are back together and it's clear to us now that i want to stay with him.
so, he's the kinda violent type but is very very sweet and romantic too (he mixes it up) and the violence only goes so far and is usually only when he's angry anyway.
So he's been saying so many things the last couple of years we've been together like to call him 'my king/master', he is into smelling everything inculding regularly smelling me in my crotch and my bum, he has given me punishments involving cold showers (with and without clothes on), locked me in small cupboards (spraying air freshner in there too when i didn't play nice), hit me with a wooden spoon, slipper other stuff, makes me sleep/walk around the house naked, etc etc etc i could go on all day....
So now, i'm into pain and crave for him to be nasty with me so sometimes i deliberatly provoke him so he can discipline me.
Sometimes he does and other times he won't take the bait and deliberatly doesn't give it to me...
Anyways, so i've told him i think i'm a masochist and like me a sub to him and i've been diagnosed with that too! I told him i like the idea of him tying me up to have sex but he kinda looked a bit awkward and then when we did he didn't really do it properly and i was too embarrased to tell him.
I just sent him naughty text today, the first telling him i was wearing a g string (i don't normally) and will every monday from now on, and then i sent him a picture of me in the g string....he replied to my first text without referring to the hint about the g string, and he didn't reply to my second text.
Now i feel like a real slut or something....maybe i am....but i only feel like really naughty with him...i'm crazy to just to naughty things sometimes.
Oh by the way, we have had sex in every postion possible pretty much (he's into that), and he's tied me up and led me around the house like a dog and tied me to the table and the bed and watched me try to untie myself. So he does like the tying up thing but looks like maybe not in the sexual way. He's always taking about giving me punishments and torture ones preferably when i don't don't do what he wants. He said he loves it when i wear g strings. He has teased me with orgasms (not letting me have them sometimes), he has torn lothes off me (when he's been angry) we have had sex in the car in public (inc oral) and we have already role played once but he was a bit awkward about it.
He said he doesn't mind us doing a bit of bdsm but we should build up slowly. I got the imprssion he was trying to brush me off. But maybe we are already doing it and i have no idea.
Help!!
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