Ceilidh
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Thats really sad to hear about you loosing two little ones. I can't imagine what it would of been like to deal with that. You must be a very strong and brave person and I really hope this one goes well for you : )
Thanks. I guess I am a strong person. Perhaps having my daddy issues helped me with that, because to everyone I seemed strong. But inside I wasn't. I wouldn't let myself cry in front if anyone. Not even my hubby. If I started to cry I would stop myself everytime. He literally had to I guess scold me about stopping myself from crying, and he also told me it was okay to cry.
And you can ask Sebastian, for this one in the beginning I was a nervous wreck - in fear of something going wrong - up until right after I got my stitches a few weeks ago. Now my new fear is having this baby early, because I know his chances at survival if he was to come today are much greater than my previous one. I believe I have been "nesting" with all of the cleaning I have been doing. So because of my OCD cleaning I'm afraid I will be delivering a month or two early.
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