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I know when I first started out, even though I also wanted it, I had trouble because I didnt want him to think I was just a woman to order around, you know? I had some insecurities, and while I wanted my Master to domiate me I wanted to be independent. Weird right. So I talked to him about it, and we had a looong talk.
Make sure you are always open with Him. ecause after our talk, I felt much better about submitting to him. Like the guilt was gone and I could finally enjoy it. Now my punishments arent if I break the rules, because I dont do it often, but if I am teasing him into it, or if he just wants to play.
I'd say communication, and moving at your own speed. =-) It was hard for me to learn to submit, but now it comes very easily.
But like others have said, everyone is different.
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