subarama30
Member
MIRROR: Download from MEGA
@Sebastian, I think it's because I had a total sadistic Dom in the past who had no qualms about hurting me that it is difficult for me to remember sometimes that my current partner is not like that - he actually loves me and wouldn't be into this type of thing at all if not for me so I know I need to slow down. I'm probably guilty of wanting to run before we walk through it all.
I agree with maybe some of the things he likes doing to me and feels bad about it, not the pain stuff but control things, like forcing his dick down my throat too far when I've told him I can't deep throat but he will still try when I'm bound and whenever I give a blow job will start to get rough with it. Plus he is always trying to get me to swallow when he knows I hate it but will try hold my head down there . He always apologises after but I know he likes it really. I just wish I could do it lol I have a lousy gag reflex though and hate the taste. I do it occasionally but he is definitely one of those guys obsessed with oral and cum shots over the face in porn. Men, go figure
@Smallest - I always try to reassure him as best I can as he always asks after if it was ok and if I'm ok etc. The problem I have is that he can have quite a fragile ego and tends to take guidance as a criticism sometimes.
I agree with maybe some of the things he likes doing to me and feels bad about it, not the pain stuff but control things, like forcing his dick down my throat too far when I've told him I can't deep throat but he will still try when I'm bound and whenever I give a blow job will start to get rough with it. Plus he is always trying to get me to swallow when he knows I hate it but will try hold my head down there . He always apologises after but I know he likes it really. I just wish I could do it lol I have a lousy gag reflex though and hate the taste. I do it occasionally but he is definitely one of those guys obsessed with oral and cum shots over the face in porn. Men, go figure
@Smallest - I always try to reassure him as best I can as he always asks after if it was ok and if I'm ok etc. The problem I have is that he can have quite a fragile ego and tends to take guidance as a criticism sometimes.
Keep2share Premium PRO Account
Last edited:
