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Thank you everyone.
I'm doing better now, the out pouring of love and support from you people has been overwhelming.
I actually feel kind of silly for the way I feeling ,for as alone as I felt.
(Ive been told not to feel silly about it)
My troubles are mostly my own "stuff" so I never feel good about talking to other people about them,Ashamed of my self for the insecurities I feel, for the neediness that comes from a childhood filled with loneliness and abandonment. Don't get me wrong my mother loved me, she never left me with anyone she didn't trust.
SO I'm kind of high maintenance I need constant reassurance that I'm wanted or loved.
I'm at the end of a series of events in wich I have been left to my own devices for a little more than two weeks.. not alone alone but Mistress has been emotionaly unavailable (sick, family issues, tired) all the things I can't complain about or be mad about , or be bratty. so I basically internalised my feelings and well yesterday morning I just collapsed, Basically right in the middle of posting on the "Feelings" thread.
I'm kind of embarrassed by, but I'm also very grateful for the support you people have shown me.
and for the understanding from those I talked directly with.
THANK YOU!
I'm doing better now, the out pouring of love and support from you people has been overwhelming.
I actually feel kind of silly for the way I feeling ,for as alone as I felt.
(Ive been told not to feel silly about it)
My troubles are mostly my own "stuff" so I never feel good about talking to other people about them,Ashamed of my self for the insecurities I feel, for the neediness that comes from a childhood filled with loneliness and abandonment. Don't get me wrong my mother loved me, she never left me with anyone she didn't trust.
SO I'm kind of high maintenance I need constant reassurance that I'm wanted or loved.
I'm at the end of a series of events in wich I have been left to my own devices for a little more than two weeks.. not alone alone but Mistress has been emotionaly unavailable (sick, family issues, tired) all the things I can't complain about or be mad about , or be bratty. so I basically internalised my feelings and well yesterday morning I just collapsed, Basically right in the middle of posting on the "Feelings" thread.
I'm kind of embarrassed by, but I'm also very grateful for the support you people have shown me.
and for the understanding from those I talked directly with.
THANK YOU!
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