Hi, Please take this seriously; I'm worried out of my mind, and because of my severe concerns with keeping intimate areas to myself, I can NOT go to a doctor. I just used the sinFIVE alterno anal beads chain, and when I pulled it out, there was some light coloured blood. I don't know if it came from near the start of the anal passage or further in. I put all 15 inches in (just left the large handle). I didn't feel any pain, and I even spinned it a little. I used as much lubrication as I could. Before I started I had used the toilet and a douche to quite a bit. When I pulled the anal beads out, it was almost clean, despite that I had inserted almost its full length. Due to the blood, I tried to take a dump, afterwards, but instead some light blood came and also a bit of something mucus-like that was dark red. I used the douche again to clean it up, in the hope to prevent infection, and when I released what I put inside, a lot of mustard coloured mucus came out. Have I ruptured my intestine? :/ Or is the mucus normal? When I used the douche, little or maybe even no blood came out. Almost an hour afterwards, I still don't feel pain. But there was light blood, very little of mucus-like, dark red, small, gooey pieces and then the mustard coloured ones that looked the same like the red, except another colour. I have a high pain tolerance but not THAT high - I mean I get headaches and backaches and even they bother me, and if I get peel from a fruit under my nails, it hurts quite a bit. So shouldn't I then feel if I've done permanent, non-self-healable damage to my intestine? Also, the large intestine is 1.5 meters long and 6-7.6 centimeters (2.4-3 inches) wide - what could a 15 inch (38 cm) long anal beads chain do with only one bead that is 1.5 inches? The rest being max 1 inch. Is the mucus normal? And is blood nothing to panic about? Or did I end up twisting my intestine and therefore damaging it when I spinned the beads while they were inside? Thanks in advance. :/ I'm including a picture of the anal beads chain.