kittengrey
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Hey Ezra, glad to know you're feeling a bit better
But yeah, I'm here with everyone saying that I'm here for you as well
And I know kinda how you feel. My parents always said they were there for me, but really, when it came down to me as a person and my feelings, they weren't. They only really cared about me succeeding, and they never noticed how I was feeling. Hell, they don't even know who I am anymore, because they stopped paying attention to 'me' and only paid attention to what I did or didn't do. I actually just got done sending my father a card saying 'you're no longer my father, don't expect to hear from me again'. So, even though I had parents who fed me and put a roof over my head, I always kinda felt distant from them, cuz no matter what I tried to tell them, they never heard me right, and it got so bad that I just stopped talking to them, cuz I'd rather go through the pain of not talking to them then the pain of trying to talk and being misunderstood.
Wow...I just got on a hard rant of my own problems.....whoops ^^ sorry bout that. Anywho, all in all, I'm here to support you just like everyone else
Now, as for what sebastian said, personally I wouldn't go for the word 'vulnerable' either. Submission is all about a sub/slave putting themselves in the hands of another person. I can see where this may make someone feel depressed, because I've actually sorta had it myself (in character, not as myself. Hard to explain that one, if anyone's really interested in hearing the whole character bit, pm me and I'll explain it) where I've looked at the situation and said "look at yourself, listening to someone else, bending to someone else's will. You're so fucking pathetic. You're nothing but a bitch, a lap dog, you're nothing" and really, it made me feel downright worthless. While this may be a small part of submission, cuz most hard-core slaves will say that they don't matter, the only thing that matters ever in the world is their Master and their Master's pleasure, for those of us who aren't that hard-core, or are aiming to get there but aren't there yet, then it is depressing to see yourself as worthless.
But yeah, I'm here with everyone saying that I'm here for you as well
And I know kinda how you feel. My parents always said they were there for me, but really, when it came down to me as a person and my feelings, they weren't. They only really cared about me succeeding, and they never noticed how I was feeling. Hell, they don't even know who I am anymore, because they stopped paying attention to 'me' and only paid attention to what I did or didn't do. I actually just got done sending my father a card saying 'you're no longer my father, don't expect to hear from me again'. So, even though I had parents who fed me and put a roof over my head, I always kinda felt distant from them, cuz no matter what I tried to tell them, they never heard me right, and it got so bad that I just stopped talking to them, cuz I'd rather go through the pain of not talking to them then the pain of trying to talk and being misunderstood.
Wow...I just got on a hard rant of my own problems.....whoops ^^ sorry bout that. Anywho, all in all, I'm here to support you just like everyone else
Now, as for what sebastian said, personally I wouldn't go for the word 'vulnerable' either. Submission is all about a sub/slave putting themselves in the hands of another person. I can see where this may make someone feel depressed, because I've actually sorta had it myself (in character, not as myself. Hard to explain that one, if anyone's really interested in hearing the whole character bit, pm me and I'll explain it) where I've looked at the situation and said "look at yourself, listening to someone else, bending to someone else's will. You're so fucking pathetic. You're nothing but a bitch, a lap dog, you're nothing" and really, it made me feel downright worthless. While this may be a small part of submission, cuz most hard-core slaves will say that they don't matter, the only thing that matters ever in the world is their Master and their Master's pleasure, for those of us who aren't that hard-core, or are aiming to get there but aren't there yet, then it is depressing to see yourself as worthless.
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