i find the idea of being fucked anally by a female extremely erotic, but at the same time part of me finds the idea of a real male dick in me almost as desirable. i have never engaged in male on male sex and am open to the idea, however when ever i feel the urge to try male anal i find myself totally capable of it until after i cum. i then dont find it appealing what so ever. what to do?!!?!?!