Today I gathered up my guts and bought a mouse to kill it. My hands were shaking out of excitement so I chose drowning as it seemed most simple. Through the whole thing my clit was soooo hard. And when I was done I had to jerk off right away and I moaned though I tried hard not to be audible because I live in a college dorm so lots of people hang out in the corridor... luckily I was not that loud and my door was locked Anyways. I get turned on by death like that. But I still get turned on by pretty (alive and well!) girls as well, so I guess it's okay. And mice are cheap here so I can engage in such self-indulgence quite regularly Anybody here with a similar experience/desire/whatever?