Well, sorry this took a while to get round to, but here you go This was something we stumbled upon completely by accident, more than likely brought on by the boredom and frustration caused by the alarmingly shite porn DVD we were watching Anyway, I was still bound hand and foot from another small game we had just played, and I decided I would like to remain so throughtout the film, and gagged too, as I have a tendency to talk/ask questions throughout a film We were struggling, in our boredom, to follow the film, and in the end my master just got fed up and turned his full attention to me. To be honest, I can't even remember how it happened...probably gently to begin with, lots of stroking and touching and so on. Then, suddenly, it was like something snapped; he began to get more aggressive with me, and before I knew what was happening, his hand was around my throat, pretty tight, and I felt myself struggling to breathe. It was a total shock to me, not least because I found I loved the experience, and when he then said in a really cold voice, 'Do you realise just how easy it would be for me to kill you now?' I felt the most indescribable, shameful, sick thrill Even as this was happening, I felt completely safe; there was no fear, and my trust in him was absolute. I knew without asking that I would come to no harm, and even insisted (well, begged) him to put on our skimask to create a more menacing appearance. This made my excitement even more intense, being forced to look into the eyes of this masked man, knowing I was under his total control. He had my mouth free again by this point and ordered me to kiss him, his hand constantly around my throat, tightening whenever I refused, and I have to admit that I tested him a few times, just to see how far he would go, but he never once exceeded what I could cope with. The weirdest thing was, I didn't have my safetoy, which I know I should have had, but I didn't feel as though I needed it. And what actually forced the session to an abrupt end was the fact that the word play that developed at some point during it got a bit out of hand. Sorry for rambling But we both loved this so much, and have experimented more since; we seem to have found a safety level we are comfortable with, and so, within that, I am hoping there will be a lot more of this to come!