Recent content by Flingress

yes, thats right :) the feeling you get is right to the point. and the impression you get is also quite precise. sex is like a welcome by-product to this: good when its there but not terribly missed when it fails to happen, bcs theres always a next time. that is bcs the ordinary ways of...

it is posture as in both. my state of mind, my composure, the degree of my stoicism all count. and the physical placement of my body is also very relevant. when i get lifted or twisted into a degrading bodily shape, my mind gets stuck with that fact like a programmed tactile missile. if i...

sowwy... that would not fulfil anything for me... youre soo off the mark ezra... i dont need to be beaten to have sex, like red sonja. in fact sex is mostly irrelevant. sex may or may not be added into the game... no prob as long as i like my posture while doing it. and i dont think im a true...

ohh guys... you rock, you know? :) well yeah i feel less odd than i used to at the beginning. the only thing i still cant make any peace with is humiliation. that and degradation still turn me off like nothing else. and when i see practically everyone else around the bdsm world taking full...

ps: and boy, are those gals in shefights.net hot or what... you know what... you did good. i melt when i envision dignified endurance. i hope your shefighter felt that spirit from you.

wow... lol... im a kickboxer myself. and tae-bo is also my fav type of workout. now i imagine myself watching you doodle in the sand before me... while im taking a break. :D

umm... anybody interested in an update? after a lot of roleplaying and online cybering... and not exactly soul searching, but definitely "kink searching"... i found out that my limits were larger than i thought. i mean, i was sure at first that i was after certain scenes. but when i got to...

make that a kick in the stomach. ill take any number of those... tied down or not.

nothing would just simply be fitting into a definition as far as im concerned. my answer to the q above depends on the circumstances and very much on the angle... if they happened in a way that would stir what i call my "martyr complex", allowing me to retain a dignified pose...

hey prissy. im sorry i couldnt post earlier. but it helped me to accumulate a bigger part of your story and read them all at once. hehe. and i think youre very successful with your "pencil". youve got some grammatical mistakes, but they could be straightened out by an editor in one sweep...

yay! *flapping wings*...

anybody into depeche mode? remember "strangelove"? will you take the paiinnn.... i'll give tooo youuu..... again and agaiinnn..... and then will you return iiitttt..... strangeloooveeeee! imagine me driving through town with this spilling out of my car stereo? hehe... it used to...

... or are there others like me? i'm seriously asking, bcs i never came accross any. and i'm 36. in my whole life i heard only one person claiming to have met many of my kind. i do hope he is right. let me describe my stuff with examples: 1- being pinned on the wall or ground...

my worst experience was being tied to a chair and beaten by a group of schoolmates. until i passed out. they didn't hit my face much bcs they didnt want to leave evidence of their action on me. they just aimed at my torso mostly, and twisted my arms like crazy before they tied me up. the...

no sparrow, i dont believe theres abuse when willing consent comes into the equation. the problem with these ladies seems to be this: apparently they promote their own version of whats appropriate more forcefully than anybody should and attempt to diminish other possible points of view...