Recent content by EZRA

Educate your self as thoroughly as possible. I know you have indicated that you are doing this, but you can understand her needs and possibly find a way do to this if you understand what is going on. I suspect that you lean to the submissive side of this particular equations( this is not to...

Everyone has been so kind *Blushing* It was about being emotionally vulnerable for me, when my defenses are down and I'm not in a good space.I feel like I'm compleatly defenseless, there is nothing to stop the little slings and arrows of just every day from deeply affecting me. I'm not...

You needn't worry , I 'm also a parent so "major desissions" always involved what is best for my kids, (well) as much kid as 13, and 10 years old are. Who by the way, get held so much by me they get annoyed with me, I refuse to pass on, what has been done to me.

Thank you everyone. I'm doing better now, the out pouring of love and support from you people has been overwhelming. :) I actually feel kind of silly for the way I feeling ,for as alone as I felt. (Ive been told not to feel silly about it) My troubles are mostly my own "stuff" so I never...

Today I deeply resent being submissive Today I just want to curl up inside myself untill I pop out of existence I'm tired of being so open that the littlest things cut me in my heart. I'm tired of caring tired of not being good enough or bad enough or just plain enough for any one. For...

The more power you give you Dominate the more dependant you become. So displeasing your Dominate has a much greater impact on your emotions than if you say just dis please your boss. You have turned you life over to this person so it becomes an imperative to make them happy because your own...

to everyone on this thread I would suggest reading the following book should be mandatory- "Screw the roses send me the thorns" it available new and used and is a terrific and complete introduction to BDSM. done with humor, stories for those who are brand new. It covers all that you need...

Ceremonies are usually populated with objects and words that have significant meaning to you. I would start out with composing the "vows" and go from there. Also think about if you want it private or with guests. The clothing worn and possible the time of day and year if these things have...

GOOD GOD!

oohh.. ReallyGreen, dose know how to make it sound good, dosent he? Actualy that description goes a long way in getting me "into" the blood fetish. I can see better what it is about now.

HUH?

just wonderful.

I'm curious about Blood fetish. No I Don't get freaked out,Don't think it's sick or anything like that. I don't have a compelling desire to try it, but I'm not ruling it out. If my dominate were to ask me to cut myself or let myself be cut,it would be struggle but only because it's related to...

I agree it will be best coming from his brother. Your slave might need reminding that he enjoys this life,so why shouldn't his brother also enjoy it? The fact that they are so nervuse and afraid of how the other will take it is a sad commentary about thier family dynamic. I think even if it's...

I think thats an excellent Idea! Mistress Andrea. Should have thought of it my self.:) Having his brother tell him is the best way.