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    branding

    I'm all for being safe, but sometimes I feel like some tend to exaggerate. My experience: I was young, dumb and wild and let a mistress brand me with a hot iron in the skin right above my genitals and on my ass (it was just a random cattle iron she found somewhere) . The marks are around 2 iches...
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    Want "games" to pit two subs against each other

    Here's one: Assuming they are both right handed, tie their left hands together with a 1 foot rope. Give them short whips. Put a dildo on the floor. Have them whip each other until one of them decides he has had enough and gets down on hands and knees, takes the dildo and inserts it in his anus...
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    Cuckhold

    I have been on the bull side of the equation and to be honest I do get off on the humiliation of the husband. The last time, after a few sessions I had him take our clothes off and get me hard for his wife. Once he even licked my balls while I was fucking her.
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    Male Dom/sadist fantasies...?

    I have only had a few opportunities to be a Dom, but here are a few things I've done or have wanted to do: - Dehumanizing her by not allowing her to wear any clothes around the house, no use of furniture, eating from a bowl on the floor. Sleep inside a cage - Sexual use and humiliation - Verbal...
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    Does empathy conflict with sadism?

    I experienced this very early on with the lady who really introduced me into this world. Things started fairly vanilla but quickly built up into what can only be described as an abusive relationship that was consensual (!). Little by little I gave her control over me and she took advantage of...
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    early dreams/fantasies you had in the beginnings

    That's a good one! My fantasies early on, about the same age, were about being naked around a lot of older women who were fully clothed. I tried many times to get myself in that situation but it's obviously hard to do. Finally one day at the beach I went into the wrong showers (oddly, by...
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    Staying soft during play

    I used to have a mistress who hated seeing me naked with an erection. She used to say my dick being up made it easier for her to kick my balls, so she did. Usually a couple of strong kicks would get my dick limp. Now I'm on a different situation where my mistress wants me to have a hard on the...
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    Bruising

    You can get really bruised without causing long term damage. I get turned on in general with marks of all kinds. My doms mostly get turned on from beating me. Not sure any of them actually cares about markings.
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    Punishing my husband's new slave?

    Best method: Training Shock collar. You can get those in many stores. They are used to train dogs. I have had those strapped around my arms, my legs and even my testicles. Testicles is extremely harsh, so I wouldn't do that unless you really want to show him who's boss.
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    Milking machine?

    All, I've gone to these parties where slaves kneel around in a circle and have to masturbate while the mistress(es) whip them. Whoever finishes last has to lick everyone else's cum off the floor. Now, last week someone brought a milking machine. I mean an actual cow milking machine, which...
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    A question of silence

    No matter how much pain? I'm going to call that impossible. I've been ordered many times to be quiet under threat of severe punishment. No matter how much you WANT to be quiet, after enough pain, you will make a noise. Guaranteed
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    the most intense torture..

    Did I enjoy it you ask? As much as you can enjoy excruciating pain. The answer is no. It was horribly painful, but I am also a masochist, so I do get a strange rush out of it, at least at the beginning. To be honest, what I get out of it is mostly the before and after. Before the torture, I get...
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    the most intense torture..

    A few of mine: - Last year I was hung naked from a tree and used for target practice by mistresses using paintball guns. That ranked way up there on the worst tortures I've suffered - The worst suffering was the time a mistress strapped a dog's shock collar to my testicles. She made me do things...
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    Bangladeshi girl died after 100 lashes?

    Not sure if people here have seen the news, but it was reported a girl in Bangladesh got 100 lashes for something or another and she died because of it! I've endured some serious whippings, some that have left many a permanent mark, and the worst I've gotten is some infections here and there...
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    I have a fantasy of being whipped until I bleed (skin breaks)

    no matter what they use, if it breaks the skin, you will feel a lot of pain. It probably is better to use a single tail because it will break your skin faster. I can't imagine how many strokes it takes to break the skin with a riding crop.
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