Recent content by Alaskan

This has been a very insightful conversation and I appreciate those who took the time to comment. I understand more now about what I am hoping to achieve. I will seek professional help with my unresolved issues. I am not ready mentally to be the Dom I want to be, but I know I will get...

But I do understand what you are getting at

I should have been more clear, baby is my fiancé, she is not sub to me. She wants to be, I resist it. I'm not sure why.

The therapy I have received to this point has not helped. They wanted to drug me, or basically just wanted me to get over it. I do have anger. I do not let it control me like I used to. I guess I personally feel like I have come a long way, but when it all comes out, it is fairly obvious I have...

A My past, is no worse then anyone else's and I'm not looking for sympathy, but since you asked, here it goes. I was raised with one sister. We were raised by pothead hoarders, in filth. Our lives revolved around the paranoia that someone might find out, and we would be taken away from our...

silly, I was referring to my geographical location, its a bit remote. I was not prepared for such a dose of reality. All the points made are valid, and obviously should have been thought out more on my part. It certainly is not the most healthy way to work out my issues, and the various...

very true again Sebastian. I don't feel I need, just, deserve. There are fewer people here, so in general fewer kinky women, but perhaps I am letting my guard down, a bit too much. Baby keeps asking what the ultimate goal of this with this pet is. Its, not an easy question to answer.

All good points Sebastian. I had considered the husband flipping out, trying to find me, but not catching a rape rap. Its a very good point, that there are things that I am unsure of in this woman. There are also particulars, such as not being able to mark her, that at this stage in my...

and its not to me... My first post here, hello all. She is married, and unhappy in it. I am engaged, and my baby knows all about my pet. Likes to watch. I like to show. Beyond that, I am fairly new to being a dom, I would describe the relationship I have with my baby as equal. I was...

Greetings... Fresh to this, always learning, and in need of intelligent conversation.