Recent content by Isabel

I wish the anger did pass quickly when we left, but unfortunately no :( I'm truly not sure if it is the sounds that trigger things or if that just escalates my feelings. I compare it to looking at a traffic accident. I see something that disturbs me, am fascinated for a bit, then know I...

Yes we play with pain at home, nothing to severe, but we do. Mostly it's my protectiveness of others. I truly am disturbed by the sounds. In my head I understand it's all concentual, that both are getting pleasure from the experience, but i feel this anger that grows in me.

I am great when we play at home, but my partner and I have gone to 2 play parties and when I see others being whipped or flogged or hurt in any way I become very protective and angry. Now I know that this is all consensual, I know both parties are enjoying the play, but it ruins the evening for...

:)I am very new to BDSM, and have many questions about the feelings I am having after attending 2 play parties. I would like to talk with other subs to see if they had the same feelings and how they dealt with them.