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If you have seen yourself as a slave and suddenly realise that by definition you are a sub it may be a bit of a let down.
Yeah....yeah, just a little
But the difference between just a d/s relationship and the one I have with Master is that it interchanges since we're lovers. I mean, the lovers thing came first, then the d/s, so its a very fine balance. When I'm in sub mode, then yeah, I'm basically a blank canvas for Master to control completely. Hell, I'm starting to nearly fall asleep on his command (takes a few minutes to actually start drifting off into sleep, but hey, its something) and I was shocked the first time I came on command cuz neither of us had ever worked on that, my body just did it because he told me to (kinda scared the shit outta me actually cuz I didn't know my body would react like that to a verbal command without training it to) but then there are the times where its like "hey hunny, go take out the trash" and he'll of course say "yes dear" and forget and I have to remind him about 5 times, he laughs every time I remind him then finally I have to stand next to the door and watch him as he does it or else he forgets again. And of course I scold him for leaving the toilet seat up or whine at the things he does and the lame jokes he sometimes make, but we're extremely happy together and we both like our normal relationship times as well as the d/s times.
Of course, he's still working night shifts. Once I move in and he's working days, we'll have more time and he'll have more energy. we'll see how it goes once the real training starts
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