filfy
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i guess what started it for me, was when i recieved my first collar. when me and my gf where still in school and just best friends, she bought me a collar and wrote up a contract. it was nout sexual, i mean we were only 13. i spose that just started it for off in a way. i just liked someone being in control of what i did.
Since then, i dont really know what happened. i used to self harm due to really enjoying pain, but i dunno what turned me onto tryin that, i was probably just a curious kid with alot of time on my hands. but the more i did it, the more i enjoyed it, then my parents found out and tried to turf me into counselling so it stopped. This is the first relationship where i have tried anything regarded as 'BDSM', owing to the fact that i knew my old partners would never try anything that i was interested in. however, my gf had been through the same, repressing her kinks and fetishes due to 'narrow-minded partners'. now that we are seeing each other, its all gone a bit mental. years of repressing what we both wanted to try mixed with how well we know and trust each other has proved a marvellous combination
Since then, i dont really know what happened. i used to self harm due to really enjoying pain, but i dunno what turned me onto tryin that, i was probably just a curious kid with alot of time on my hands. but the more i did it, the more i enjoyed it, then my parents found out and tried to turf me into counselling so it stopped. This is the first relationship where i have tried anything regarded as 'BDSM', owing to the fact that i knew my old partners would never try anything that i was interested in. however, my gf had been through the same, repressing her kinks and fetishes due to 'narrow-minded partners'. now that we are seeing each other, its all gone a bit mental. years of repressing what we both wanted to try mixed with how well we know and trust each other has proved a marvellous combination
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