binetu
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Hello everybody!
I am puzzled…
I find submissive feelings inside myself, and to the very roots of my being I want to discover them deeper and bring them into the life. The idea of being mentally controlled, letting somebody touch my soul so strongly that he could shape and make it to its best, entices me greatly. It is a mental thing and it is about trust. It would be wonderful to trust somebody so deep, to let him train me to the genuine obedience which will give the most intense pleasure…
But how is that possible to distinguish those “masters†who want just easy sex and abuse, as they are not strong enough themselves in their minds, from those who are really Masters and able to control somebody’s mind and develope it to its best?
I feel myself as an wolf-cub, hiding in its kennel and waiting for the right opportunity to come out for the righ Owner, but still too affraid to do that.
I was deeply hurted in my chidhood, being abused somebody I loved for a few years, until I didnt understand he was just a poor week beast. So I don’t want to repeat my mistake and become dependent on somebody who just pretend to be a master, or thinks he is.
How to define real One ( wise and strong one) from a horny animal?
Thank you in advance!
Binetu
I am puzzled…
I find submissive feelings inside myself, and to the very roots of my being I want to discover them deeper and bring them into the life. The idea of being mentally controlled, letting somebody touch my soul so strongly that he could shape and make it to its best, entices me greatly. It is a mental thing and it is about trust. It would be wonderful to trust somebody so deep, to let him train me to the genuine obedience which will give the most intense pleasure…
But how is that possible to distinguish those “masters†who want just easy sex and abuse, as they are not strong enough themselves in their minds, from those who are really Masters and able to control somebody’s mind and develope it to its best?
I feel myself as an wolf-cub, hiding in its kennel and waiting for the right opportunity to come out for the righ Owner, but still too affraid to do that.
I was deeply hurted in my chidhood, being abused somebody I loved for a few years, until I didnt understand he was just a poor week beast. So I don’t want to repeat my mistake and become dependent on somebody who just pretend to be a master, or thinks he is.
How to define real One ( wise and strong one) from a horny animal?
Thank you in advance!
Binetu
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