im an M2F trans and im single, but i have a couple of guys that wll i see from time to time. uhm....... well... i i want to try something like well this... but he wont do anything out of the ordinary to me like.. he cant spank me even, he tells me its not in his nature or something else... i dont know what else to do. hes just too.. gentle with me. im practically begging him already to just hit me but... he wont. what do I do? what.. can i do here..... help?