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1. Why I didn't say "hard limit" in the initial post.
Well partly because I thought my description about my feelings and thoughts about it said it all. Perhaps also because I have never had to do it before. It's not something we use per se, but instead he asks me what I feel and think about something, I answer and we take it from there. Before it has always been "Noted, I understand" and we have NEVER done it again. This is the only issue that's an exception from that.
And yes, I will put my foot down about this and tell it to him clear. But my initial question still lingers though; would you guys push your sub if she felt like this for such a "minor" matter? I'm aware of it's not like asking a sub to use her mouth as the doms personal toilet, eat puke or something more "extreme" of sorts. It's always easy to admit to doing the right thing, but would you?
2. Why I still asked your opinion.
Errr, huh? I can't ask your opinions about pushing subs concerning something she/he feels so strong against even if I don't want to cross my line?
3. Pent up anger.
Well I was very sad last night and couldn't recognise a joke if it jumped up and bit me. Besides that, I'm not sure it's anger over the masturbating itself as it is that I HATE to fail. To not be able to do a "good job". It really, really, really annoys the hell out of me. Perhaps it's all a combination.
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