I thought I'd share an experience with you that I find profoundly enjoyable, I have not shared my sub side with you all very much and I feel I should, I should honor it. And possible give some of you beloved tops and doms a suggestion... (I think maybe this should be in the fetish thread, sorry if I goofed) While I am not into extreme pain one thing I vastly enjoy is humilation by my master. My dom is affectionate and kind, sometimes more then he should be. (We both have a bit of an affection for each other which makes seprating a bit tough sometimes) I adore like any good sub when he puts me in my place so, I thought maybe to help him and as some humiliation training for me it might be a good to treat me as the naughty slut I am. (I realize it's a bit backwards, but he's still realizing how much control he has over me, I won't go into detail, it would be an evasion of his privacy) The command is simple, master has a very good friend, at this friends will, I am to service him, in any way he requires and when. My only restriction is I may not cum, that is as it should be, reserved for my masters pleasure and timing and only master is "Master" when using forms of address. This friend may use me as he sees fit, although within the restrictions of my hard limits. Luckily this friend happens to be a dom, so in this we are all lucky. My master is reminded I am a plaything for his will and pleasure, the friend certainly enjoys himself and is delighted to have a body for his use and I am in pure bliss for so many reasons: While being emensely turned on to be so used I also find it is offering me some discovery of myself. I have come to realize I wish to please and respect my master by submitting in a harsher way then I had ever thought to, understand this was a virtual stranger that I am to obey, his restriction is only my hardlimits. I have also realized threw his friend that I enjoy certain forms of pain more then I thought possible. He enjoys pain more then my master and pushes me into acceptable but strained limits. And my other realization is that I have enjoyed a deeper form of humilation then I have previously been given in being commanded to service and please someone who has no emtional attachment or respect for me. -giddy- But I have some questions, I'm hoping the Glorious 8 can help me work them out. 1. Is it unloyal to enjoy his friends "attentions" equal to that of my master's attentions? The thing is, no one is doing "better" just very differently. My master as previously stated can be "kind", while his friend is harsher, verbally and with reguards to pain. 2. I wish very strongly that he would command me to please a 2nd friend. I have admittedly found this vastly enjoyable, but I DID also make some surprising realizations, don't misunderstand me, I do enjoy and respect my master, I have no urge to give another this title, but I wonder if by expanding it if it's just a dirty fantasy or if there might be some unexpected justification threw learning like there has been so far...I really wasn't sure at first that this would work out or that I could submit in such a way to please. I really should add that my master is quite pleased to realize his control, having me submit to a virtual stranger because he wills it. And on a baser level, in knowing I'm this slutty. Try not to be too harsh on me. I'm still learning, so is master (more of a top to be fair) and I'm nervous about posting this, it's kind of my first time sharing in THIS respect, the sub. Any thoughts?