I am a 65 yr old transgendered male, lesbian at heart, seekng a dominating mistress with strong will and hand, to force me into womanhood so I can't be lazy about it. To humiliate and punish me, public and private. I have no self-discipline, and I need a woman who wants to control me completely, make my decisions... I wish to be nothing but a slave and I am searching for my mistress. I am not looking to pay someone; this is a lifestyle choice and I am seeking a 'partner' of like mind, who will want this for her enjoyment and pleasure.