I trained a few days ago, and while I was on the treadmill and saw my Lord lift weights, I suddenly really want to whip him. when he talked to another guy I wanted to tie them up so they could see each other being abused and beaten ... I know I am not dominant, having a sub is too much responsibility. but I will break the strong man ... whip them until they call me Lord. even if they really hate me. and they do it in front of their friends ... any other subs who feel that way? or anyone who have some thoughts about this?