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Once you've established a solid foundation in the bedroom (and 1 1/2 years is pretty solid, as long as you two both feel its working), there are two basic things to do to expand control outside the bedroom: surrendering control on particular issues and surrendering control for periods of time.
By particular issues, I mean giving him the right to say how you are going to handle certain things, such as how you dress, how you groom yourself, whether you work out, when you get to watch tv, etc. Giving up control in these areas can be challenging, depending on what your particular sticking points are. More advanced areas are things like career choices, educational choices, financial control (probably the last thing you should give up, more or less when you see yourself willing to make a life-long commitment comparable to marriage). The goal here is to condition you to being comfortable with not making choices for clothing, grooming, etc. yourself, to learn to defer to his needs and preferences.
By periods of time, I mean spending an extended time (an evening, a weekend, etc.) as a slave, during which period he gets total or near total control. In these periods, he has the right to discipline you however he wants, and to punish you if you're disobedient or quarrelsome (see the FAQ for the way I distinguish discipline and punishment). During that period, you have the obligation to actively strive to be obedient and agreeable. Both of you should consider an argument or a bout of resistance to be be a failure--you've failed to obey, and he's failed to motivate you to obey. After your evening or weekend of slavery is over, you go back to being more egalitarian, and you two discuss what worked, what didn't, and how to improve. You get to tell him what parts made you feel resistant and why, and the two of you try to figure out how to avoid that in the future.
For example, let's say he orders you to do the dishes and you don't want to. Instead of quarreling, you should do the dishes (that what a slave does), but after you're back to being equals, you explain that the order to do the dishes upset you because you were expecting to get to play after dinner, and instead you had to do another chore (or whatever the reason was). That helps him learn that you need clearer incentives--"Slave, do the dishes. When you're done, come to the dungeon wearing nothing but your heels and stockings, because I'll be ready to play with you then." Or if the problem was that you didn't understand his command, he learns that he needs to be more clear about what he wants.
My point here is to gradually expand the power exchange. When a problem develops, the two of you talk about the problem and figure out how to resolve the problem. Early on, there should be a lot of negotiation and limit-setting, but as you two get more experienced and successful, you (fluttershy) work at doing less negotiating and more simply obeying (because you trust him to know where to push and where not to), and you work at dropping your limits to the minimums you need to make it work.
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