Do you ever not want to be submissive? Not like "test your Dom" not want to be submissive. But really not want to. No desire for sex. Nothing. We started this lifestyle about 2 months ago and it has been AWSOME. Every day I have been so eager to please him and give him everything I have and now, all of the sudden I feel nothing. I am thinking it is just PMS but I was just wondering if anyone else ever feels this way and does it go away? I miss having the desire to fall to my knees the second he closes the bedroom door. I want it back.