Yep, it's weird, but my dominant boyfriend loves it and so do i. What I mean by nervous fetish I mean for an example: we were at a library right, and he and I are next to each other, him behind me. As I'm going for a book he grabbed my waist and starts to rub against me (he had a boner of course) he started to give me pleasure and every time I moaned he would tell me to shut up, and some people would turn and look. (I guess it's the adreniliene that gets me.) and of course after we'd have sex at home or at the hood of the car. It's just the panic that I get if I make a noise and the reaction he gives to me that turns me on. Anyone else like this?