Last night I engaged in my first training session ever as a new sub. Overall, the experience was wonderful but there was one aspect of the experience that bothered me all day today. My dom would not let me look at him at all during the scene...I had to keep my eyes subverted the whole time. Then, the scene was never officially "closed" (he did take time to hold me and treated me right otherwise) and I was not allowed to look at him when I left. It made me feel "dehumanized". Otherwise, besides that one point, I felt respected and it was uplifting. Is that a normal demand for a dom to make? I've never seen any d/s bdsm videos (pro or amateur) where a sub was not allowed to look at her dom at all and that's my only experience with the lifestyle until now. Thanks for your answers and advice!!