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I'm a young submissive woman, but I've unfortunately only had vanilla partners in the past, so I've never had any real chance to experience my submissive side. This is something that has bothered me in my previous relationships, and I have tried to introduce some bdsm-light without great success. I guess it wasn't their thing, and it doesn't do much for me when they're not really into it. It was not what made my past relationships fail, but it was definitely a need there that wasn't satisfied.
A problem for me is that I'm not sure how important this really is to me, as I've never really tried it. I have always been submissive though, all my sexual fantasies and porn that I like contains elements of submission. I remember loving games that had "punishments" (non-sexual of course) already as a kid, so this is not something new either. Before my sexual debut, I was terrified that I wouldn't like "normal"-sex at all. Luckily I did, and I have had some great sex, but I find it hard to imagine going through life without bdsm as a part of my sex-life.
On the other hand, I think sex is supposed to be between two people in a relationship. I know it works for some other people, but I don't wish to have a master that's not also my boyfriend. And for a boyfriend, there are so many other qualities that I look for as well. Normally I wouldn't even know what he's into sexually before I'm in the relationship, and I doubt I'd ever break up because he didn't share my fetish. I have considered sites online, but I don't want my relationship to be all about sex.
My question would be how to find a dominant boyfriend, I guess, or how you managed to do so. English isn't my first language, so I find it hard to express myself, but I hope you understood enough to give me some advice!
thanks
I'm a young submissive woman, but I've unfortunately only had vanilla partners in the past, so I've never had any real chance to experience my submissive side. This is something that has bothered me in my previous relationships, and I have tried to introduce some bdsm-light without great success. I guess it wasn't their thing, and it doesn't do much for me when they're not really into it. It was not what made my past relationships fail, but it was definitely a need there that wasn't satisfied.
A problem for me is that I'm not sure how important this really is to me, as I've never really tried it. I have always been submissive though, all my sexual fantasies and porn that I like contains elements of submission. I remember loving games that had "punishments" (non-sexual of course) already as a kid, so this is not something new either. Before my sexual debut, I was terrified that I wouldn't like "normal"-sex at all. Luckily I did, and I have had some great sex, but I find it hard to imagine going through life without bdsm as a part of my sex-life.
On the other hand, I think sex is supposed to be between two people in a relationship. I know it works for some other people, but I don't wish to have a master that's not also my boyfriend. And for a boyfriend, there are so many other qualities that I look for as well. Normally I wouldn't even know what he's into sexually before I'm in the relationship, and I doubt I'd ever break up because he didn't share my fetish. I have considered sites online, but I don't want my relationship to be all about sex.
My question would be how to find a dominant boyfriend, I guess, or how you managed to do so. English isn't my first language, so I find it hard to express myself, but I hope you understood enough to give me some advice!
thanks
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