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A friend of mine, she is a recently opened submissive, I brought her into it. She likes pain, humiliation, rape fantasies, and just over all sacrificing for whomever her dominant/lover is. The past fours years she's dated two assholes who wanted to "love" her but destroyed her emotionally, which she isn't into obviously, and she basically has no real back bone unless it's for something she feels is good for her, something vanilla.
The issue at hand is she wants to date a guy who found out I had been texting her, getting her to open up about her BDSM side, and he told her friend that she was a slut a whore and she should go die somewhere. He's had a crush on her for a long time, three years (obsession style crush, like not getting the hint: IT isn't going to happen for three years.) She wants to date him now because she, like most Hispanics, has the "early age have kids" concept, mainly because she has mommy issues. So, where he isn't like, hurting her emotionally from what I can tell, hopefully she isn't lying to me, she is dating him to have kids, not becuase she loves him but because he loves her, and not because she thinks it can work, she will sacrifice for it to work just so she can have kids in a couple years.
The thing I most worried about (aside from him being a total asshole in disguise) is that she is sacrificing a life she has blantantly told me she is inlove with so that she can have kids which she believes will be unconditional love and what not. She's a beautiful girl, much akin to my own girlfriend, and that's probably why I'm so fond of her and find it hard just to let it go and let her learn on her own. I realize some of this will require some sort of maturing but I feel I can't just sit here and let it happen, I just can't let her go on like this and drastically change her life just to have kids.
I have her calling me Master to try and keep a link to those ideas and not let them die away like she has in the past, just to be with a guy. The weird part is she is willing to cheat on him with me as her Master when I come down to Texas for the holidays and I'm trying to figure out what exactly is going through her head. I know she's had a crush on me for like the past year (before any of this came to light) and honestly, if I said I'd give her kids in the next two-three years she'd drop this guy like a ton of bricks. I just can't do that, and I'm not saying I'm the right one for her, but this guy is just going to make her miserable, just like her past two relationships. He acts just like the other two guys and it's tearin me a part on a friend and love level.
Part of this is mere ranting, but I also wanna know if anyone in the Texas area, if any, would find this to be a submissive they are looking for. She is sexual but not a horn-dog, she is sensual too, I've made her orgasm off thoughts alone, and she finds sexual pleasure of body as well, honestly, if she weren't so set on having kids so early in her life, I'd have her in an instant along side my GF (Who I have talked about this with and she kinda likes it but is more into it for the kink effect lol.)
The issue at hand is she wants to date a guy who found out I had been texting her, getting her to open up about her BDSM side, and he told her friend that she was a slut a whore and she should go die somewhere. He's had a crush on her for a long time, three years (obsession style crush, like not getting the hint: IT isn't going to happen for three years.) She wants to date him now because she, like most Hispanics, has the "early age have kids" concept, mainly because she has mommy issues. So, where he isn't like, hurting her emotionally from what I can tell, hopefully she isn't lying to me, she is dating him to have kids, not becuase she loves him but because he loves her, and not because she thinks it can work, she will sacrifice for it to work just so she can have kids in a couple years.
The thing I most worried about (aside from him being a total asshole in disguise) is that she is sacrificing a life she has blantantly told me she is inlove with so that she can have kids which she believes will be unconditional love and what not. She's a beautiful girl, much akin to my own girlfriend, and that's probably why I'm so fond of her and find it hard just to let it go and let her learn on her own. I realize some of this will require some sort of maturing but I feel I can't just sit here and let it happen, I just can't let her go on like this and drastically change her life just to have kids.
I have her calling me Master to try and keep a link to those ideas and not let them die away like she has in the past, just to be with a guy. The weird part is she is willing to cheat on him with me as her Master when I come down to Texas for the holidays and I'm trying to figure out what exactly is going through her head. I know she's had a crush on me for like the past year (before any of this came to light) and honestly, if I said I'd give her kids in the next two-three years she'd drop this guy like a ton of bricks. I just can't do that, and I'm not saying I'm the right one for her, but this guy is just going to make her miserable, just like her past two relationships. He acts just like the other two guys and it's tearin me a part on a friend and love level.
Part of this is mere ranting, but I also wanna know if anyone in the Texas area, if any, would find this to be a submissive they are looking for. She is sexual but not a horn-dog, she is sensual too, I've made her orgasm off thoughts alone, and she finds sexual pleasure of body as well, honestly, if she weren't so set on having kids so early in her life, I'd have her in an instant along side my GF (Who I have talked about this with and she kinda likes it but is more into it for the kink effect lol.)
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