I am a styraight out ho.... I did things and my husband/master knows. I told him more than my own mother knows. This guy knows me so well... what should I do. I get bored being a house wife and I like to drink and get high. On my own I am much stronger. Mostly for my daughter. I failed one time my older sister and aunt wanted me to be designated driver and I drank. I told my mom right away. God I just want to do what's right. I need to make my hubby happy first, he does everything for me. He says good things about me, he likes my cooking, he introduces me to his friends, introduced me to his family and they don't like me but he is with me. He likes to get me with the riding crp though. He likes to leave bruises and the darker the better. I have some on my upper thigh, but I would rather feel better about myself; I want softer sex and more respect. Except what would I do with it? sometimes I want to show people I am good at sex. I know enough of what is good. Although I have felt bad. But then again I am a MILF as one young man called me last year in a circle k mini mart. I thought of it as a compliment.