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Wow, thanks for the great responses everyone. I'd love to respond in kind, but until my laptop ships I'm stuck on my cell. When it gets here you won't be able to shut me up. Unless anyone has a gag handy that is.
@L8Night... Wow, I won't be able to answer all your questions, but I'll assume most were retorical. Just because I shared a house with two Nazi's dosen't mean I haven't been out much. Everything I've done and experienced has made me who I am. I may be 18, but I'm not the type of girl to assume that all relationships will work out. I've dated a fair number of guys, and girls. I know relationships at this age are transient, but that won't stop me from giving it my all. That to me is what a relationship deserves at any age: love, loyalty and respect.
Also, I have considered the possibility that he may be just vanilla. It isn't a pleasant one, but I would feel awful about not trying a little more, for his sake.
@Martello: That was harsh, but rightly so from your paradigm. I know forever doesn't exist at this age and you'd have a damn hard time convincing me it existed at any other. You did bring up a good point though. Their aren't as many dom's in the sea, and what if I don't find one? It's entirely possible. I've looked for a good while... and so far I've found nothing. But I may be looking in the wrong area. Speaking of which, does anyone know anything or anyone that relates to the Orlando/Central FL. S&M scene? It would be nice to have someone to talk to... or at least know they exist.
@Sebastian: Yes, I am willing to do everything in my power to make this work. I think we both deserve that and I don't think my conscious would sleep easily knowing that I just quit when things get difficult. That's weakness to me, pure and simple. I want him to know that this IS me, but I have a feeling he'll just try to not talk about it.
Whatever happens, I'm driving the 9 hours tonight to see him and it'll be (hopefully) fixed tommorow.
Thanks again guys!!
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