@JettOnly: Wow!! I would have honestly punched my boyfriend in the face if he did that to me, but that's because it would NOT be consensual. So not reading-this-makes-me-hot-and-bothered type story for me, but the amount of trust and ability your partner has to control your psych is amazing.
How do you both have so much trust?? And didn't you get turned off by the hot wax? (I'm sorry, I do not understand pain play, so please forgive my ignorance.) Or was it more of a "This is lame, but something else better is going to happen if I wait," or teasy kind of thing? Excuse my curiousity...
Uh, and tame? Hmmm... If that's tame, my story is just shame. LOL. Two weekends ago, my boyfriend and I had decided to get a hotel room then have some drinks. (Hotel room = since we both live with snoopy mothers, drinks = for my sex anxiety which started 2 years ago after my tilted cervix started causing me issues and I had a point where whenever we started foreplay, I'd have a panic attack, and then we worked on it, but it's still there.) He had let me call him Daddy, and spanked me a little and what not, but we'd never really gotten into it as much as I would have liked.
So after some other sex, we have a few more drinks and I ask if we can please RP, and he says "About what?" and I ask him to be my daddy. He hesitantly says OK.
So we got a lame start. He walks in the room and asks why I'm still up, and we have some lame dialogue. Knowing that he probably wants oral sex but is scared to assert that on me, I ask if I can have some candy. He takes the hint, and is so shocked that is oral-sex-aphobic girlfriend goes straight to it
Then we start doing more... I can't remember the exact details, because A. It was 3 hours long, and B. I was drinking.
So he eventually takes the lead- making me comfortable with what we're doing by switching activities every few minutes and making it pleasurable by building up my sexual tension by making me give him oral then doing some vaginal sex, but still ultimately doing what he wants with me and making me feel like he's in control and using his little treasure for his pleasure
At one point in the beginning I had somehow hinted that it was OK to grab my head while I was licking his candy and push it up and down. Feeling so loved and so used and so controlled and as if I was doing something so wrong felt SO GOOD.
Then when we were having sex and I moaned too loudly, he gently put his hand over my mouth and said "Shhhh... You're going to wake up mommy." I feel guilty to admit this, but yes, that was one of the best parts. Also along with everything came the endearing names and "Daddy just loves fucking his little girl."
I bit him a few times and he punished me by spanking me and sticking fingers and his penis in my rear... Then he told me I was a good girl and had sex with me. (BAD idea, I know, but I didn't feel like caring at the moment- I was his to do with whatever, and whatever he didn't think about, wasn't on my mind.)
Lame explaination of what really happened, but FINALLY being able to get that part of me satisfied felt so good- I was absolutely beaming with happiness after that
I'm looking forward to him feeling more comfortable punishing me (yelling and hurting me is a no-no normally as I was taught by my mother that's NOT ok for a guy to do and it always means something bad), and of course the next time
