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It is spoken of as being addictive but I doubt that this is meant to be in the true definition of addictive substances.
And if it is -- it is likely more idiosyncratic based on each personality, much as we talk about 'sex addition', 'gambling addiction'. It's more of a personality issue (disorder?) than that the 'substance' itself truly fits the description.
Most of us like SOME adrenaline in some situations: roller coasters, parachute jumping, driving fast, water or snow skiing, scary movies....
Not everyone likes the same level nor even the same methods to induce the reaction.
Personally, I do (or have done) some extreme sports like parachute jumping, I even worked as a commercial diver, but I don't particularly care for roller coasters or scary movies.
The deal is that I don't like being scared but only like the adrenaline that danger brings -- I always want to be in control of MYSELF even if the situation is a bit scary. So things DESIGNED to scare me either do NOT work, or I am actively taking (mental) steps to keep them in perspective.
Guess whether I am dom or sub, heh heh?
It also means that I am extremely calm and rational during life threatening emergencies or when being attacked by a criminal etc.
I LOVE the heightened awareness and the focus that dealing with such situations engenders and encourages.
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Ghost
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