This will be a long story so grab some popcorn... My master and I have a purely cyber relationship, we're practically all the way across the country even! We're both also sort of new to this whole M/s thing...The problem is, while I honestly and truly want to serve and please him to the best of my ability, I find myself stopping short no matter how dedicated I am beforehand, the second I see that IM window and we begin playing all my mental preparation and personal promises shrivel up and die. I've looked endlessly through forums and done scads of google searches on the subject of slaves being disobedient to their masters. (To note, this relationship is around half a year old) I've read stories from a slave who hadn't been totally obedient from a few days to seven entire years! The bottom line is, I'm not sure if it's normal for a slave to act like a prissy brat about some things, and how it can be fixed, especially since our relationship is out in cyberspace. Any consolation? Stories? Ideas on kicking my nasty attitude into the ground for good? Also, are there any ways for me to serve my master through the internet? It seems like he's doing most o the work, and both of us aren't all that fond of it. Thanks for helping! Or atleast....reading.