Recent content by Ton2910

How do I get help for it? I've not left the house hardly since it happened it affected me a lot.

I felt aroused at the time but also angry, I felt like I wish I'd told her to get off me to be honest

Ok but I think what's fked me up the most is letting someone have so much power over me, I think it's that what fked me up, I would say it's bdsm it hats caused but I guess I shud see a therapist.

I guess it screwed with my head. For example at work people stopped talking to me, I think they could see I was messed up but obv they wouldn't know why, if I go outside I start panicking in case I see the dominatrix woman. I guess I feel like so nervous and timid, like I'm emasculated or...

Is there any help out there for people like me? Since doing it I've lost my job and can't leave the house, really need some advice.