Recent content by sweetsub31

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    Released.

    That little reveal shut the convo down!
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    Released.

    The problem is I'm married to someone else. We have an open relationship but our friends and family do not know that, and my husband and I don't discuss our other relationships. Also my kids are very young. But thanks for trying to help. At least with this community, I don't feel so alone.
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    Released.

    Thank you Ranger. I'm glad to feel a little less alone in this. I can relate to you saying that you have to be careful not become a grouchy asshole. I have to really watch that I don't take any of my emotional issues out on my children, or friends. One of the hardest aspects is pretending...
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    Released.

    I know it sounds stupid and silly, but a part of me doesn't want to try and find a new Master because I am holding out hope that things will change on his end, and he will have time for me again. I'm not a silly young girl, so even saying that makes me feel stupid. It's just that things were so...
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    Released.

    Thank you everyone for the kind, supportive words. It is a huge loss for me. This lifestyle is mostly a secret from my vanilla friends. Now I feel as if I have no outlet for expressing my desires to serve and be used. I'm also very scared to reach out to and search for a new Master. I find...
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    Released.

    I haven't been on in a while. I've been a sad slave, and have needed to stay away and keep my mind focused on other things. My Sir released me last month. It's been awful for me. We are both married to other people, and had always agreed that our "normal" families come first. His wife discovered...
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    the right book

    I don't have any book suggestions, but congrats on her getting the job!! That's great!
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    Setting up times for group chat

    Sounds fun! I'd give it a try :)
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    Holy Hitachi!

    Thank you so much L8nightQ!! Such good stuff there! If you can add anything else, please do!
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    Holy Hitachi!

    @Jackk- I'll take a look at that thread! Can you post a link here? Thank you! @kytten- I'm scared of it too. So are you saying you're so desensitized to it, that you are unable to orgasm with it now? My second time using it felt like one, intense, painful orgasm...I don't know what to think of...
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    Holy Hitachi!

    I just bought my first Hitachi Magic Wand...holy hell this thing is powerful! Obviously it's one of the more popular vibrators, as it's always on hogtied and such. My Sir has mentioned that we will try forced orgasms during our next scene. I'm completely intrigued, and scared at the same time...
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    Did you come here because of 50 Shades of Grey? Then read this

    Was my post off topic ranting? I didn't realize it would be considered as such.
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    New business idea, testing the waters...

    This sounds like a fantastic idea! I'm always worried about the noise level of moaning, smacking, crying. It would be so fun to be able to really let go, knowing that you were in a private, remote setting. I would beg my Master to take me!!
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    Did you come here because of 50 Shades of Grey? Then read this

    I hate hate hate the 50 Shades of Grey book series. I'm so sick of hearing women blather on and on about Christian and their new found love of a dominating male. Puhlease. First of all this book has nothing to do with BDSM and actually works against what BDSM is really about. I picked up the...
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    Face fucking experience

    LilBunny- My Master really likes me to gag too. He loves it as messy, and nasty as possible. We've already discussed what would happen if I threw up. He says he will just clean me up, and continue fucking my mouth. LOL. I'm the one that is more worried about that part. He loves to gag me, make...
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