Recent content by sarah555

I'd explain to her, that, if I was experiencing pain, then it would be hurting me. But in sexual high, the pain inflicted turns to exquisite pleasure, that brings you practically to nirvana. Best drugs in the world. So hurting someone is only hurting someone if it actually hurts. IF it...

notice some of you guys are talking about gorean lifestyle, I read about it and I like many parts of it

Yes he was. And I miss that. Don't know if things would ever be the same again, not after the nude pictures disagreement. Although I've compromised 50-50 on that, but, his just different now. Before it was all about both of us making each other happy. Now it's all about me having to make him...

Thank you all. Now getting assurance that he is being unreasonable, I will try to speak to him about this specific rule, and try to explain to him my need for communication to feel safe. I just wanted to make sure I did my best to make this work, before I give up.

not pleading for sympathy, even in this forum, there are two points of views, I am posting more to understand my master's point of view. i have an idea how this relationship was suppose to be like, and it's not like what I thought it was, at the same time, I admit I've grown so attached to him...

The thing is, yes, by being a slave, it already all about getting degraded and "abused". But it's all voluntary, and supposed to be enjoyable and exciting. But then as with everyone else, we all got our sensitivity to certain things. Is it okay for the master to attack those sensitivities that...

i met my master on a bdsm online group. he advertised for a sub i emailed him he got back to me fast we chatted within 48 hours, i walked through his door was told to strip and crawl to him within day one, he had me tied, blindfolded, nipple clammed and whipped all over and i dunno what...

i don't understand. How did the police get involved in the first place if it was just bdsm play? So what happened to the other chick? You mean she went crying to authorities when your master punished her? And even then, if it's consensual, the authorities have the right to regulate it?

i'm allegied to rubber, so I get burning sensation with rubber ball gags and rubber dildos.

Is it really most painful on all fours? I've only ever been spanked in that position, never any other way. I'm always asked to go on all fours and stick my butt up. No wonder master doesn't spank me any other way. That's mean!

I got severely whipped yesterday by my master, for asking questions. For 2 weeks, whenever I asked a question, any question, he'd just ignore it and refuse to reply. This was his coldness towards me. Before he always addressed my issue and reassure me. Apparently, after the whipping yesterday...

Are there any masters who like the idea of "forced sexual slavery", rather than, "voluntarily sexual slavery"? Reading comments from sparrow and sasha, it sounds as if, both of you would prefer a sub who is a complete doormat. If a sub is nothing but completely obedient to the tee, wouldn't it...

Just keep taking the contraceptive pills with no rest days. Then you'd never bleed. I've done it for a whole year before. Seems okay.

wow, you got licked during your period? That got to be awesome. My master treats my period time as me being too dirty to touch. But my husband used to love to have me during my period.

I love being completely hairless, and clean and smooth. That's how I usually keep myself, but my master is purposely forcing me to grow it bushy cuz he knows I hate it and feel disgusting with it. And I like men clean shaven too, why hide their lovely dick behind all that bush? My master is...