Recent content by Lillian

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    Ideas... but no where to turn?

    Thanks. I appreciate the links as well. Now, if I can somehow find my posts so I can reference them days later... that would be better. What happened to me? I hit 31 and can no longer use the internet?
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    Golden Showers

    I actually crave to have to done to me. Something comforting about being soaking wet. It's even better if you have some clothes on.... But, it's a turn-off for my partner. I have to plead to have it done in a shower... with no clothes on.
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    oh my god!

    Her nipples were stapled as well. I'm left wondering... if and or how they were removed.
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    oh my god!

    There it is. Proof that it must not have hurt what so ever. Master of Puppies... I can honestly say that I've learned a lot from you today. :p And, that's part II... where is part I?
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    oh my god!

    Didn't think I would watch this... than, I figured why not. It's not like I had breakfast yet. Wow. That's commitment to the art right there. She doesn't pass out or nothing. Yes, you have to admire that. But, if you can tolerate (perhaps wrong choice of word), that amount of pain...
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    Ideas... but no where to turn?

    I'm not sure if what I want is possible... given my location... or for that matter legal... It would be my first time doing it... so, obviously, I have newbie type questions. Hopefully, somebody more experienced can answer them. The guy in my life, would love a third party. No, I'm not...
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    What's your safe word?

    Sounds like a good idea as well. Of course, the person has to be attentive to see it drop. But, I actually like it.
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    Self-infliction of pain in masochists

    I've been both a cutter (self-abuser) and a sub/mas. Seems controversial perhaps. But, allow me to explain. When you do it to yourself, at least for me, you don't know when to stop. There is no outside opinion that says... nope. Too much. Yes, I've been diagnosed with Major Depression and...
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    What's your safe word?

    Although, when your hands are tied to your sides and your mouth is taped.... snapping can be used.
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    What's your safe word?

    Don't really need one. Been with me guy for 6 years... at some point you know when something is bothering eachother. For example, love to be smacked on the butt. But, do it on the back and it's too much. A simple look or pushing his hand away... does the trick (not playfully... firmly). If I...
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