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the nipple heals very well. A cig. right next to it is a bit painful, and touching a bit even more so. Also makes it more sensitive.

I agree completely. So maybe instead of thinking he was in this lifestyle or whatever he was just an abusive, controlling f-wad. They 'condition' too..... Thanks for the replies!

definitely.

I know it was rape. It was the way he went about it and other things he had said and the way he went about things that makes me think he was in the lifestyle, or had done a lot of reading/watching about conditioning. I didn't know anything about it at the time, but reading about it now, I feel...

It seems to me that punishment would be the only way if you have not succeeded in controlling it yourself. You probably crave him to be like 'if you cry I will give you something to cry about' or something along those lines.

have her put them on her nipples. they will stay, and the sensation is much greater.

I think he wants to legally rape you. Do you mind if I ask how being paid for sexual services is legal? I am not judging, I am just a very curious person. a pm would be fine if you don't want to say here.

I'm pretty sure the way I got interested in this to begin with is I was dating a dom and didn't know it. I took seroquel for sleep, but not enough to put me all the way out (I took a very small dose to start). Without my consent, he used the situation to 'condition' me (imo, after doing some...

There are clubs where these things are allowed - make her perform for you in front of others. let them touch her but not in her most intimate places as you don't want her to pick up a disease. Have the remote control vibrator in and let people take turns controlling it while she pleases you...

never saying no is part of the deal. But a good master will look for signs that the sub is uncomfortable or in too much pain and ASK her and be NICE to accommodate her. A real dom wants is sub to be happy in the end, not in too much pain and miserable. Again, she cannot say no and should be...

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I'd be very careful with the breasts if I were you. There are milk glands and lymph nodes and tearing a lymph node could cause infection and even lead to cancer. I feel you should do a lot of research and use it very limited. The nipples can take more 'abuse'. (they were made to - babies abuse...

Hello. I am Jacy. I'm scared and excited to be here. I am 37 and only had vanilla sex within the confines of a committed relationship, so exploring this is (wow) (crazy). But if it's safe, it could also be fun. Eventually I may seek a dom that I can trust. For now, I want to learn all I can and...