Recent content by HelenaB

I agree with everything P S Eudonym has said. I can relate to that and it makes you feel bitter towards the person you are trying to please. It cannot work long term. The damage it does to both parties is too great.

Hi I have three sons and although they are far from being babies now I still remember how you feel. I think the most important thing to get into your head is that although somethings change you are still you. Try to remember what you loved to do and why. Dress up, listen to some music you...

I feel religion is a prop like drugs and alcohol. However I don't judge the addicted.

I have seen this from both sides. My parents stayed together for my brotherand may sake until I was 15. It was a living hell as they were so unhappy and ended up so bitter. I was over the moon when they split up. Plus they have both been so happy since. I split from my husband when my three...

A few more Maybe you might like these if you don't like tape.

Hi Frostig I know modelling and sex are different in most cases. However all my photos are taken by my husband and all of the bondage is applied by him. This is our real full time life. I do not model for anyone else. Bondage and BDSM are not just our job but also play a very important part...

Wow some of you make me feel so old. To Dianne don't feel bad about what you see as wasted time. Look on it as some things need the dark and quiet to fully develop. It took me years to find someone to love me for myself. I still don't really understand whats going on in my head most days, and...

I thought I would post some pics so you can see what I look like. These are from my home page Hope you like them as I love being in bondage. Thanks Helena.

RS1981 reading your posting on gay marriage has just made me remove hating my home country from my list. I'm from the UK and I was going to moan about how rubbish our politicians, economy etc are. However at least we have a form of gay marriage and are even working at letting the services be...

Here is a link to my images on flickr. You can see free images from all of my fetish sites. Hope you enjoy them. http://www.flickr.com/photos/hellsbell4u/

Thank you for such interesting comments. I agree totally with Originally Posted by P.S.Eudonym @Sebastian: If there is one thing I can't stand, its people who define themselves through their sexuality exclusively in public.. I'm who ever and what ever I feel like at any given time. I...

Thanks Sebastian Its very kind of you to think I'm helping in the getting public acceptance for others. As for comparing it to being gay. I'm not sure about that, as to me being gay is not something that anyone should have to choose to hide. Its like the colour of your skin or the fact...

Hello I thought you might like to see my self bondage video clip. I must admit I do prefer to have someone else tie me up but making this video was fun. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f10R4oIzpzI Thanks Helena.

Hello My name is Helena and I'm a bondage and fetish model. I have been for quite a while. Bondage also plays a large role in my private life. As such most people I work with, spend my free time with and even my family all know what I do and what I like. My question is as this is the norm for...