Recent content by BitchGirl

Precious - I do see your parallel. I was abused when I was younger and feelings of unworthiness did stem from the abuse. I am afraid I won't find anyone else that will accept me. I also think that he's uncomfortable with my novice status. From my perspective, he wants to take things slow, so...

L8NightQ - I know you're looking for insight to help me. Thank you. I am not turned off by your questioning and I think they might shed more light on my situation. First: I've always wanted to be in a relationship with an older man. It's a huge turn on for me. I realize he has been an adult...

Thank you all. I think I am going to talk to him again. I guess being new to this situation, I didn't realize how big of steps I had already taken. From reading this, I feel confident enough to address my concerns because they aren't just coming out of left field. Thank you all :) I hope to...

Sebastian, you've hit the nail on the head. I am confused. One day, I am totally up for bringing in another woman to the bedroom. In fact, its a turn on. But other days, like yesterday and today, the thought of another female makes me think that I'm not enough for my master. I also feel like...

I think you make quite a valid point. I talked to him again about taking it a bit faster and he told he he'd release me if I kept jumping the gun. I think that made me realize that i want to take this a day at a time and go at the speed he thinks is appropriate. He's much more experienced than I...

Thank you all for this advice. I'd reply to you each, individually, but you all have said most of the same thing: you all are worried. Let me reassure you, he's not asking for her right now. He just wanted me to start researching ways to bring her in to the bedroom. And, after I asked, she would...

Hello everyone. My master has already told me (by already, I mean he just collared me two days ago) that he will be expecting me to find another woman to come in and join us. I feel naive and unexperienced! I have no idea how to go about this. Can somebody give me advice? Anything?! I'd never...

Hello Everyone Hey there. I'm new to the site (and BDSM) and figured I'd stop by and introduce myself. I decided about a week ago to plunge into the scene and have not regretted it. I've already been collared (it happened so quickly) and my master suggested I go on a forum to talk to...