How old were you at that time?

[SpiritedSub]

I was really really young when I started having fantasies about slavery.... probably about 6 or 7. I saw the movie "Roots" when I was 8 or 9 and when I saw the scene where the master took the slave girl into the back room, I was incredibly turned on. I was envious of the slave girl, wanted to BE her, and desperately wanted to see what was happening in the back room. ("Roots," of course, is a historical film and naturally does not show anything sexual). I know, it's sick. I am sick.

[baddsir]

Is it something W/we are born with? almost genetic? Seems so to me!

[lee176093]

I was 6 0r so. A young girl would come over to visit and we would sneek off and play games. She would tie me down and take off my pants. Then we would switch and I would do the same to her. It was a lot of fun. Too bad we did not have any idea of what we were doing then.

[HereInBama]

I can remember being around 5 or so and we would go to a friend of the families house. They had 2 daughters, we would go to their room while our parents were watching....giving away some age here....8mm films in the living room. We would take turns tieing the youngest ,6 maybe, to the bed and "raping" her. At that age what do you really know about sex? It was all with clothes on but to this day I can still remember the excitment that run through my body, the flush feeling. Shortly after that I noticed that I done just about anything to cause myself pain. I started taking knives and making small cuts on my shins, after that got boring I moved on to hitting them with bats, hammers and just about anythign else that was hard. The rush was like no other. When I started to realize what sex was, it made the rush even greater. I would jerk off and squeeze my balls tilll I felt like throwing up. Naturally most of the girls I liked in school thought it was a bit weird. Very few wanted to be tied up, and those that did did'nt like the pain. Luckily my wife now gets in the mood every now and then to be spanked and tied up. It helps some but the longing is still there, the need to inflict pain on someone that is helpless while inflicting pain upon myself. Strictly in an exciting way of course. It's not near as fun if you have to worry about the police later.lol. Anyway, now that I feel as though I'm sick in the head. Yall have a great day. James

[BruisedNipples]

As long as I can remember, I've had the urge to play with my nipples. I first started putting clamps on them when I was about 10 to 11 years old. I stole some wooden clothespins from my mom. From there it went to plastic clamps with a more powerful spring to my dad's toolbox for vice grips. The nipple play was soon complimented by some cbt with tight ropes, weights and hot wax. It wasn't until I moved out of my parents' house when I was 17 when I started purchasing alligator clamps, clover clamps, and similar, more effective and to-the-point toys.

[littlegirl]

I was just relieved to know that I was not alone. I met Master at a relatively young age too...